" i feel now skateboarding, because it's individual and there is no team, no captain, nothing to prefect , no style , no have to be measure. It is completely the opposite what i saw in so many sports, it's create it.
Into these days that's what i love it, always gets me back because in this creation that it is aspects to skateboarding i love most.
Through the years we have so many experiences, you expose and travel the world, win contest and do this things but sometimes, through all the years, all the years you loose the sight of what..why you do it?
But sometime maybe you think you skate because you wanna be the best video part or i wanna to win ten years of contest, and i did it, and in the end i found it , that was what i skate it.
I've lost years and i really realize in while skateboarding, and now i gets older, i get less in the sense public with my skateboarding, and i get back for a personal reason cause i love it, is to do new things in my own way.
and that's wanna love skateboarding.
I've been anger a bunch the time, no bunchs but definitely a few sourcheries and when that happens i think " oh maybe i'm too old, i should give up or i want this award, i want the skater of the year..What is that means??
Before i got it, i thought of me a lot, and when i get it, it doesn't mean anything and is the realization this cup
and if there anything that sometimes i can see kids, there is so ..they starts skateboarding because they love, the love the freedom more it, it's freedom ....and it's art of lots of ways.
And that i'm see along the way and i start skateboarding but i have to do it feels for some reason that i don't know..they think because it big of money but make it quit make money else others ways...
and i see it all the time, poeple that love it, they give that they want it and then i hate it...
And if there anything that i can save ..the kids that they don't have to go throught all the years wasted, it's like just remembers thinks ..winning awards or winning contest it really truly don't mean anything..
the enjoyment of doing what you wanna do all the ways through ....that's the beauty of skateboarding so many people act to never found the whole lifes..and that'sskateboarding gives to me ...i can't wake up, i can't wait to wake up in the morning to try something new, all the time..i can't sleep because i can't wait to try something new
and how many people never really experience that feeling awful, and that's why i skate...."
RODNEY MULLEN